Apologetic

I apologize for my success, I try an diminish it by reminiscing about the lame things from the past. I don't remember ever standing out among my peers in school. That's why I focused so much on studying hard. School was about hard work. Never liked the peer pressure, and I want to admit it or not, there was plenty peer pressure, even in my idealized shook setting back then. Gossip or bad vocabulary, fitting in, one way or another. My faith and determination to live by my own standards was all hard and easy at the same time. It was a constant, that never changed depending on changeable people. It was consistent. God is unchangeable. He is reliable, in time and space.