We did it. with no expectations or other worries, we had a tremendously fun night out with three couples from my work. it was the most laid back no trying to impress anybody, start talking about anything from whatever point because you surely won't repeat yourself. everybody was interesting and self-sufficient enough, with great people skills, and similar interests... take conrad for example. he has a lot of passion and knowledge in some particular areas, that unless you share the same passion, it's rather hard to carry a conversation and have fun doing it. well, we found a few nerds that are way too similar to conrad in that respect.
but enough with facts. lets talk fun.
seeing conrad around the same table with my coworkers, and be relaxed and funny and himself, made me fall in love with him all over again. we didn't sit next to our spouses, so i could observe from afar. wow. conrad is pretty hot and funny and interesting.
i always drag him into bible studies and other church events where he is not quite himself. he feels awkward and acts awkward. indeed people at church can be very intense, and have certain expectations, and ...i don't know what it is, but i am more myself around people at work that sometimes around family and church. and its not like i talk or act differently, its how i feel. but i can always make an effort and relax the atmosphere wherever i am. unless i am particularly overwhelmed myself and really can't enjoy the context.
anyway, conrad is so freakin' cool and hot. and it was such a great discovery especially since lately i felt like work and my relationships there compete with how i feel about conrad.
i like my coworkers. some of them i like a lot. but i like them as people. i wouldn't want to date any of them. there are too weird for me, even if i were single, i wouldn't date them. can't get into that lifestyle no matter hoe much i would try it.
how fun! what a breath of fresh air to hang out with my colleagues and enjoy it so much.
in three days we'll go out with conrad's colleagues, over night at cavallo point... and they are fun as well. hmmmm. our social life in not questionable anymore. there was a time when we felt so isolated and spent way too much time with family.
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